I have been so concerned with the matter of how will I manage to buy for this, for that etc, so I lost the understanding of all that I really need is in me. The true path that I'm made to walk. If I just listen myself more, then the obstacles fade away.. and life will make a way for me.
Today I saw a weird dream. I was walking in circles, and I wanted to get inside one house. Its was locked and I didn't have the key. Then one mysterious girl came, who took my hand and told me: "Follow me." She opened the door and we had to go upstairs. The stairs were very high so when we finially got up, I was so scared of the height. I looked down and I started to cry from fear. The girl said: "Dont panic, It'll be alright" but I was still afraid. The next thing I remember is being in a hospidal. I wasn't there as a patient, but as a doctor. Me? Doctor? Can you imagine? I remember that I had to look over one man, who was really old. He said:" Doctor, if I die, would you please send my wife a red rose? And tell her that we'll meet under our tree." This seemed weird to me but I agreed. The man died. I did as he told, and the wife replied: "Thank you. I knew he would come." Lady took my hand and told me:"Love never dies."

I really dont know what to think of this dream.. but yea. I guess there's a reason why I saw it.
Anyway.. now I'll return to study Medieval Europe.
Have a nice day.
L